choir auditions

harana - akafellas

after practicing 98409824305820 songs, i finally decided at the last minute to just sing a song in tagalog. hahahaha.
i was about to pee my pants, walking in the practice room where the auditions were held.
D:

but, i got it.

oh, and.. false alarm. that wasn't a callback.
it was just a paper talking about payments.
HAHAHAHHAAHAHA.
funny.

???!

i am so confused...

UGH choirrrrrrrr

i have noo idea what song i should try out for D:

so far, my choices areeeee :

my everything - randolph permejo & cathy nguyen
kiss me - sixpence none the richer

any suggestionsss ?

brandon ho

FOR YOUR INFORMATION :

"chut up" is MINE.


you take that, i KILL you.
(:

SATssss

hmmmm.
so i'm taking my SATs this june. that means i gotta start studying. i should've done that waay earlier, but i got lazy and i forgot about it. hahaha. so today, i asked my dad if he can get me the latest SAT practice book thing. so hopefully we'll go to barnes & noble today.

so i cleaned my room yesterday, and found alot of interesting things.
i found this horoscope thing my history teacher from last year gave me.
it's pretty damn true.

leo: personality:
your outlook on life is generally very positive and happy(yesssss), and any depression about setbacks won't last long. you live every minute to the fullest and won't waste time in useless recriminations or regrets.
you're a splendid organizer. you're very good at energizing others, and when you manage to be tactful, they'll be glad to follow your lead. your enthusiasm is your best and most useful asset.

leo: love & sex life :
when leos fall in love, they really fall. leo heart is often bruised and sometimes broken-- and it takes leos longer to heal than some other sun signs.
you're naturally very faithful, but you do ask a lot of your partners. you may feel shortchanged if your desires aren't met, and the atmosphere can turn a little sour. you may make the mistake of expecting too much (hell yeah). you certainly need a responsive partner who canmath your enthusiasm in every area of a partnership.

hahaha.
i love these things.

so toooday, i woke up around 10 ish. i remember my mom waking me up around 8. hahahah.
so i had bacon and eggs for breakfast (: yummm. then me, my mom, and my dad were working on our backyard. it was pretty fun. i think the tan on my arm is even now. hahaha. so we were out there for a pretty long time. then my dad took the hose so he can wash his hands and feet. i was raking the grass and my mom was playing with my baby sister at the window. hahaha. thennnnnn my dad started to wet us -___-. the water was cold, but it felt good. so later onnn, i asked my dad if i can borrow the hose so i can wash my hands. then when my dad handed it to me, my mom gave me look to wet my dad, and so i did. hahahah. we had a bonding time. i wish we do that every sunday. pretty fun (:

day started off good.
let's see how it ends.

music stuck in my head :
kiss me - sixpence none the richer

maybe i'll sing that for choir auditions...
(:

sofa king irritating

it's been soo damn irritating here at home.
chores, babysitting, chores, babysitting, blah blah blah.
i am so tired of hearing my name every damn minute.
"pia get this, pia do that"
i love having a baby sister and all, but it's so hard. i have to clean up after all her shit. she always comes in and messes up my fucking room. and some people don't even care to stop her. she always takes the books from my bookshelf and brings it downstairs. so i have to get it and put it all back. i know she's just a baby, but come on. sometimes, i miss those times when i didn't have to babysit every single fucking day. i would be able to go out with friends more often. if i do go out, they always tell me to not be out too late, or to go home early, and other shit like that.
what the fuck, why am i so fucking annoyed and irritated today.
my day seemed fine, then in went downhill afterschool. "FML" is getting too overrated. i think people are over reacting. you can't just say "fuck your life". no matter what happens, you gotta be thankful you actually have a life. but i understand how some people feel when they say that. i feel the same damn thing too sometimes. for now, i'm not content with half of my life. life with friends is amazing, as always. but on the other hand, life at home is a little rough. i love my family, but at times, they're the reason why i'm like this. i feel so fucking dead right now. i don't even want to hear anyone at home say my name. i want to sleep, but i can't. cause my mom isn't here. my dad is already sleeping, and so is my grandpa. my older sister is out, somewhere. lucky her, she gets to go out this late. it's only me, my grandma, and my sister that are awake. and i can't just leave my grandma alone with my baby sister. so i gotta wait till she fucking falls asleep. i hate this, a really do. but i guess i gotta keep doing this, cause it's my job.
g'damn. i wish i can fucking drive. that's number one on my list. i'm so tired of not being able to go to places just because i don't have a fucking ride. sometimes, i don't wanna ask my parents for a ride because for some reason, they get pissed. plus, they're always at work. really, what's keeping me happy right now are my bestfriends. they always know how to keep me happy. but that doesn't mean my family isn't making me happy. they are. just sometimes, they tend to make me unhappy. i hate this.
my nose keeps itching and i just wanna cut it off.
my fingertips hurt because i've been playing the guitar all afternoon.
my eyes hurt because i need more sleep.
i wish i can sleep in untill 11 or something, but i doubt that's gonna happen. they usually/always wake me up by 9:00. and that's when the whole daily routine at home starts.
wake up, go to the bathroom, go downstairs, eat (sometimes), do chores, babysit.
FUN, HUH ?

try being in my shoes, you'll just love it -______-.