weatherrrrrr

im not even lying. is mother nature PMSing right now ?
danggg. this kind of weather change is making everyone sick.

i want a small couch in my room. or a bench to put next to my window.
i've always wanted to have a window seat. i don't know why.i just think it looks cool.
and i want to know what it feels like to just sit there and stare outside your window.
it helps people think.if only we didn't have that tree on our front yard, i would have a good view of city lights if you look out my window, to the right.
and if you go out to my backyard, and stand on this one thing, you'll see a great view of the beautiful city lights.
i wish my parents had a patio on the second floor.
i'd be out there all night.
i've always dreamed of living in a house with floor to ceiling windows that had a good view of the ocean.

i want to know what it's like to live like that.
i want to be able to smell the ocean as soon as i step outside the house.
i want to feel the cold breeze we all get when we go to the beach.
i want to walk barefoot on the sand next to the seashore, preferrably with a boy (:
i want to just watch the beach at night, and hear the whales, and dolphins, and seaguls, and the waves crashing against the rocks.
i want to look up and be able to see more than 10 shining stars.
i want to just sit out there and watch the sun set.
i want to be waken up by the morning sunshine, not by an alarm clock.

there's so many things in life that i want to try out.
i'll make those my mission.
i want to accomplish those missions before i die.
i'm talking serious.

oh, life.