last day of january

school is starting to get better now, although i'm disappointed i have a C in chemistry -___-

thanks to our original teacher. those subs were better... except grandpa kreichbaum. haha.

i wish i was lucky enough to find a 4-leaf clover. i've been searching for one. but hopefully that day will come.

i don't know why, but i've been feeling really different lately. i don't know if it's my period or not. i doubt it though, haha. just thinking about alot of stuffs lately. there's just something bugging me and i just can't get what it is.

maybe i have an idea, but i don't know. hopefully i'll find out soon.

hopefully.

EGH. i'm so curious about my grades. i have no idea what i have for english, but im so fucking happy i'm out of myer's hell class. damn. then chemistry.. stupid teacher. i HAD a B when she wasn't here. now that she's back, i have a C, thaaaanks. choir, i hope i have an A. haha. which reminds me, i gotta memorize all my music tonight or tomorrow. disneyland soon. then festival at san diego, then NEW YORK (: sign language is an A. nothing to talk about in this class.. haha. asl show in march, come watch me (: algebra twooo, i'm happy with my grade ! yes, i actually have a B in math. haha. and i'm starting to like math now. unbelievable huh ? lastly, us history.. or what i like to call USH. easy A. i've had cool history teachers. donovan last year, hancock this year. i miss donovan alot though, he was my favorite teacher. i think i had the second highest grade in that class, first was charlsea (: hahah.

so i'm just curious about my english grade. i hope it's at least a B, damn. but an A is better. haha. i know i failed his stupid literature midterm final cause it was so damn hard. i'm trying to lessen my potty-mouth habit cause i noticed i've been cussin alot lately, and for me, that's not good. that's not even me.

so my mission for now : POTTY-TRAIN MY BABY SISTER.

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz.

up and down

this week had been SOO hectic for me.
i had to take care of so much things, especially my request for a new teacher.
i swear, ayala's front office is full of bitches and hoes that need some attitude adjustment and nicer haircuts.
bitches can't stop students from petitioning for a new damn teacher.
i'll do everything i can just to get out of one of my classes, shit.

so yesterday was pretty much one of the best fridays i've had this year.
first period, we had a socratic seminar and a review of three stories. i got called on to summarize moby dick, and i did okay. i'm glad i read the story cause i didn't read the other two. hhahaahhh. then i talked for a little tiny bit on the socratic seminar, but hey, it's better than nothing.
second period, all we did was notes and review. i like chemistry alot, but the teacher is just ugh. nuff said.
third period, we worked on our required golden state song, tota pulchra es. we sound pretty good and waaay better compared to madrigal feaste. ew.
fourth period, was game day. we played some new board game that took us 15 minutes just to read and understand the instructions. it was fun.
fifth period, we just did a review, and the teacher assigned us our first group project. hahahhh.
sixth period, was the usual... boring but interesting. arguing, discussing, sleeping, laughing, and alot more.
after school, me and aileen and derek went to the shoppes, thanks to chloe for giving us a ride (:
so we ate at chipotle cause we've been craving it for a loooooong ass time. then we went to forever XXI and aileen went shopping for herself and her cousin's birthday. then we decided to walk around, and we met up with jeff jeff and gerry. they invited us to go to forever XXI with them so we can help pick out clothes for jeffjeff. haha. while he was shopping and looking around, me, aileen and gerry kept sneaking a bra in jeff's binder. funny. thennn we walked around, went to the fountain, went to b&bw to wash my hands HAHAH, went to victoria's secret to put on some pure seduction, then went to barnes and nobles. aaaaaaaaaaand we just hung out till 7. then aileen takes me home, thank you aileen, and i do nothing... -___-. then jon picks me up and we went to alexis's house cause she was inviting us for dinner. then alan comes, and we aaaaaaaaate chocolate. thennnnnnnnn played mad gab and got bored of it. hahah. so we decided to play candy land. i figured out how much i suck at that game, damn gingerbread man. so i fell asleep on the floor till it was near midnight when jon took me home, thank you jon. so far friday was goood.

unfortunately, today was gay.
i'm getting so sick and tired of my lola (grandma) complaining how i'm always out, and i always have group projects and study groups. WHAT CAN I FUCKING DO ?! i'm trying to get good grades, that's why i'm always at barnes and nobles at the shoppes, and NO i never get tired of that fucking place !
goddammit she makes me so fucking mad when she does that.
and this morning while i was eating breakfast with my mom and dad, she goes on and mentions how i was at the shoppes till seven. WHAT THE FUCK man. i need freedom. i'm already sad that i can't drive and i don't have my license, and i don't have money. she's making everything worse. makes me so fucking depressed how my grandma is pretty much a tattle tale, that sometimes, i don't even know if i should tell her my secrets anymore. i'm so fucking disappointed and angry at her. i'm just gonna stay in my room the whole day today, and focus on my schoolwork. fuck.

first post of 2009 ?

wow, i just realized i haven't posted anything since the new years.
now i am, and i'm gonna write about my previous days/week of school.

coming back from winter vacation, which was only two weeks, school felt slooooowwwww. the semester is ending in two weeks, so that means teachers would be ready to pile loads of work on us. i still gotta memorize the rest of my soliloquy AND find the hamlet dvd so i can learn how to sing it. IF i sing it, i'll get extra credit. and i NEED extra credit in my english class, damn. im starting to like math more than english now. i get really nervous in the class and i feel like throwing up. i don't like public speaking. im not that kind of person. im not comfortable enough to argue on those debates. or those stupid socratic seminar. or the graded discussions. it's fucking bullshit. I HATE ENGLISH MORE THAN MATH now. thanks to my junior year, especially my damn teacher.
chemistry is going fine. i have a B, and that's pretty good. especially being in an honors class. so im glad. but the thing is that our original teacher is back, after being gone almost the whole semester and having 8 subs. she's pretty boring. that class used to be fun, especially when ms. haynes came. but now that stevens is back, it's alllllll quiet and boring. when i look around the class, everyone is just staring at her, with no expression at all. some are talking, but the fun is between those people, not with the teacher -___-.
choir is going great. we're finally starting to sound great on tota pulchra es, meaning we'll sweep those other choirs off of the stage in golden state ;D we're receiving more song pieces now because there's alot ahead of us. there's disneyland, new york, and alot more concerts. i'm happy because roddy decided to pick two songs from the philippines. pretty hard and catchy, but i like it.
sign language. my teacher just told me that our song, letters from war, which i signed with alyssa and vivian, is gonna be in the asl variety show. i'm kinda happy because that means we did good in our song. i checked gradealert and it said i got 100%. woo.
algebra twooo, is going okay. i'm understanding it. like what i said about english, im starting to like math more than english. my math teacher is weird, but the class is funny. all they do is make fun of the teacher and the teacher gets uncomfortable and paranoid. hahaha. the best part about that class is i get to spend it with brandon ho. together we fail, or pass. we always fool around, and at the same time help each other out. i'm glad we're in the same class. without him, i'd die in math.
us history, as usual, we never do anything in this class. we've never talked about the book. i guess we just have to study and teach ourselves. all we do is talk about random stuffs and it'll just keep going and going untill the class ends. i guess that's fine. i'm doing pretty good in this class too. i think i have an A, so woo.

2009 is going by okay ish so far.
i'll see.
expect the unexpected...